Friday, March 21, 2008

People call me a curmudgeon. Killjoy is my last name. :(

What’s happening? It’s like I’m mad all the time. Is it just me or is everything’s kinda irritating lately? It’s upsetting when the frame’s facing the other way, it’s disturbing when someone looks at me funny, it’s infuriating when people ask the same questions twice and it’s the end of the world when I can’t find my slippers. I’m blaming it on my high blood pressure. Seriously, not good. And what’s happening to this stack of hunks and chunks that’s so called The Body? The shoulder hurts almost every time and the head, well, whatever happens to the head. It feels like it’s so heavy that I have to drag it, literally. I’m blaming it on my high cholesterol rate for which the egg I had last night for supper and the chicken wings I had today for lunch are taking credit for.
And what possibly could’ve happened to me that I am now practically referring to me and my body as a third person? *slapping face*…. *slapping face again* =P

Lately, I feel sleepy all the time. Like I wake up at 10 in the morning (which is considerably late) yet feel sleepy again at 2 in the afternoon. Not to mention that it’s been kinda hot in here, so I’ll always need to slumber away the hot day (well, what else am I supposed to do?). Or else, it feels as if my head’s gonna blow sometime soon, although I’ve had the proper amount of coffee. Anyway, there’s this thing about coffee though.. I feel like I’m addicted to it and I’m starting to panic. What if I can’t live without it? What if I need it like the sun needs the moon? What if the coffee all around the world is depleted and I can only be quenched by it? NOOOO!!!! *going hysterical, unnecessarily*…….. ehem.. what I’m trying to say is that I’m quite addicted and it’s scary. I’m trying to snap out of it. You’d better not have it in the first place just to make it a habit. It’s just not good, peeps..

I’m breaking out of this place, my body rejects to be here, it's like kicking away the system and is not getting any happier. Bottom line is, I’ve outworn my welcome.

P.S. I’ll happily be here for another three months, or nail my ass here if I have to. And by have to, I mean if I get into my most coveted school. And by have to, it means that I’m just all talk here. And by then, this entry could just as well be ignored. Kekeke =P

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