Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Imagination is sweet.

Picking up from where we left of, I’ll tell u a little something about Sex and The City. Well, what about it? I’d say, it’s the best. Compared to Narnia, it’s way up there. I didn’t expect the plot to go on that way, and so I’m sure most of u got the jitters when Carrie marched out (yep, she no longer strutted) of the wedding car and confronted Big with a streak of rage in the face and a bouquet in hand. It’s oh-so-stunning the way it got me. Then again, there’s that moment where Charlotte got real angry but looked real funny at the same time. Haha… okay okay, I’ve got to say, I got carried away!

Mind me if u don’t seem to understand just what the hell I’m saying, so just go and watch the movie, will u? haha.. =P

And so I am on vacation now. Although my mind is clearly not. I practically think about all the projects and assignments and exams for 24/7, worrying about them, literally. But then, here’s the thing though, I don’t seem to have done anything to make things easier. If anything, all I do is keep procrastinating and overwhelming myself with things that are not so important (yet they are important) like doing the laundry, ironing the heaps of clothes, washing the dishes, cooking my meals (yes, I cook my own meals), sweeping, mopping and anything that could be done other than studying. Well, actually anything will pretty much do to keep me stalling. I’m a procrastinator who’s sometimes a slacker when it comes to holiday. And that’s why I’m not in the best terms with the idea of holiday before exams. Just what has got into their minds.. =P

Anyway, here’s what I realized lately. Now I don’t seem to see Singapore in a way that I always used to. It’s practically where I live now, and that’s why it’s got a whole lot difference in it. Before, it was Singapore, a place to visit, literally the place where I leisurely had all the excitement and innocence of being a tourist drained out of me and where I had my shopping spree nicely carried out, but now, it’s just Singapore, where Dover takes a big fat one-third of my time, or Singapore, where Dover is just 10 minutes away from Tiong Bahru. *in case u’re wondering, Dover is where u can find my school, and Tiong Bahru is where u can find my house*.. What I’m trying to say is that now it’s all made very familiar and routine and dull and what have u. Nothing’s exciting about it anymore and it’s like looking closely at every detail now whereas back then, I was three steps away, looking at the whole picture, wondering and intrigued. And I hate knowing the details. It’s where all the fun flies sky high.


Well, all I’m saying is that maybe, that’s just how our minds work anyway. With just a snap of our fingers, and BAM we’re on the opposite track of mind. And it was right on the day I got here I’d had my mind distorted and there’s pretty much nothing I could do to turn it right back around. I no longer had the reason why I wanted to be here in the first place but instead, was left with the idea of wanting to be here. Well, I guess that’s why things are always better in our imagination. Imagination is sweet.

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