so.. am I ?

So, my parents were here for the past two fleeting weeks. Well, I was happy for sure, and nothing but too spoilt. I didn’t do my laundry, I didn’t have that guilty I-haven’t-ironed-my-heaps-of-clothes kind of look for the past two weeks, and I was literally basking in those heavenish home-cooked meals every other day. Life like this felt like it’s missing its seamy side and everything looks picture perfect where the grass is no more greener on the other side, the sky is no longer the limit, and the flowers….. well, whatever happens to the flowers. =P

Okay, I was exaggerating. I hardly smell a flower anyway. =P Truth is, everything’s more convenient when my parents were around. All thanks to mom n pop. Love u to bits. ^^

Well, what’s on lately is as on as what’s on last week. O well.. I’VE GOT TO GET A LIFE! =P I was off for many many many fun to go for the last couple weeks until one point, my sis said something so blatant I might as well throw myself on a knife. =P Hehe… Anyway, she said that I must have reached that age where people tend to choose to stay home and have that home-life kind of life every other weekend. You know, the kind which people who start hitting 50 have, kind of life. Dammit. (no offense for 50s =P)

And then again, it just occurred to me that I felt something very silly today. I don’t know if any of you have ever felt this way, but here goes. Do you know the time where people say something to you just to tease or tackle you for fun where u’re not supposed to be offended but you are? Well, I had one today. And it was so very blardy silly. =P So, I have this one friend who just likes mocking me endlessly (simply cos I do too, to her =P), where by right, we’re not meant to coexist by any means yet today without failing, she teased me by saying something that I knew that it was just for fun, but what’s surprising even to me was that I took it kinda seriously. After I heard what she said, I gave her that kind of absentminded smile and thought to myself, “hey, what the hell, I’m not!” very spontaneously, and then after some time, it occurred to me how silly my reaction was. Well, what I realized was that when u’re not what people say u are, u just don’t feel agitated, but if u’re really agitated, than u might be. Right? And so I thought to myself, “hey what the hell was I pissed off for?” haha.. and so I begin to question, “Am I ?” =P

Anyway, I’ve just been busy with school and all its thingy, that’s why I cant seem to have fun without feeling any guilty. Well, I’ll get a life as soon as this thing blows off and peel myself off the floor. But anyhow, there wont be any relief before my end of semester exams which most probably will turn into a big screaming mess, so up until that point, wish me every luck. Yes, luck. I need it. =P

O well.. let’s just take a close look at the pictures and see urself my span new updates. (not so new afterall)
And that big fat folder is my marketing project report which my friends and I just finished today. yay!.. well, cool eh?

Anyways, I’ve got to admit that after not writing for quite some time, I find it hard to have something in mind good enough to write about. Well, things used to be just flowing out of nowhere, either it’s random or not, and I simply had the urge to write. But lately, I don’t feel it and I miss it so very much. Well, I think I’ve got to start searching for it.

*poof*