Sometimes, what you've always wanted isn't necessarily far from you. Not necessarily unreachable, out of your league, or anything they call it for all that matters. More often than not, it's right there in front of you, within your reach and you just need to grip like you're making a fist. But then again, what matters is that are you even going to act on it? God knows we want so much it hurts to act on it, but at the end of the day, do we even make the first move?

Now, me..
I dont think I have.
And maybe that's why people say that life can be an asshole of the grandest kind sometimes. no, really.