I'm good.

So..

back in singapore. Holiday's still on until this weekend and school officially starts this coming monday. Having this whole week off feels like I'm having all the time in the world. Anyway, I just took a stroll down to the nearest supermarket, buying some toilet papers and hams. The exposure and migling around the crowded places felt nice. I always like my groceries-shopping day. Somehow I realized I'd put a vivid enough smile on my face without meaning it after a brief talk with a survey conductor hanging around the street who took the chance to make a joke out of my toilet papers. And I thought to myself on my way home, "it's a beautiful day, no rain, no fuss, and I'm actually putting on a smile without realizing it for the whole walk which I'm enjoying." It later occured to me that it's not like I'm feeling great or top of the world, it's just that I'm good.

I'm good.
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Well.. I was good until halfway home. You see, it's almost impossible to keep the positive energy around for long in this city where you have to walk and start sweating like there's no tomorrow with 30 rolls of toilet papers in one hand and a plastic bag in another. And I'm sure as hell I'd started putting on a frown instead, cursing the speeding big-ass buses that passed by with their lots of noises and fumes. So the whole rest of the walk was more like, "what's with the weather today? hot like hell *dang*.. goddamnit these buses cant get any faster *son of a mother!*.. damn what's with this stiff wind huh? my hair's messy enough *shit*.." and another couple of those till I got to the elevator. =P

but after all, I'm good. With all the buses and shitty weather aside, I'm good. I'm feeling good about everything just kinda fine.