Heyy.. What's new is that Pink has kinda grown on me. Funhouse rocks! and Im currently under the spell of Sober, Funhouse and Please dont leave me. The video's quite psychotic anyway. haha =D
Exam's finally over! Woooo Hoooo~~~
alright alright.. not so much of a wooo hoooo anyway. I guess when you're not that young anymore, you just think it's so so. Holiday is just another break and that it's something I need, but not too much anyway. Cos when you've hit 2 weeks or so with nothing much to do, you're pretty much growing restless. Well, that's how it goes with me, at least. And Im not going hometown this time, so Im thinking of finding something to do. Well, let's see.
This is just how it works. When you're looking forward to your holiday while having your exams, you have a hell long list of what to do and where to go and what to write. But not so much when you're actually ON the holiday itself. I guess, the idea of wanting it matters the most. More than getting it, rite? And that's just how it is when it comes to wanting anyway, cos when you cant have it, you pursue it, but when you get there, it's all down to "Now what?". Well, isnt it weird how the minds work?
Later I got to thinking, maybe it's these small things that keep us driven every day. As small as looking forward to ending your mid term tests, which leads to ending your final exams, to having your holiday, to start your second year, to your sister's coming birthday, to that archery class you've booked weeks ago, to ending an era, to find a new distraction, to that sailing class that looks like fun in your head, to your working life eventually, and to millions of the unknowns that you can barely put up a visual for.
These are the things that you wake up to every day. It's somewhat relieving to still have them. Or else, what's there left to keep our lives humming every day? Not so much of the light at the end of the tunnel, it's more to getting there. And that's the way we get by.
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