So..
I think I've finally come to terms with the fact that I no longer feel for writing. Not writing per se, more like writing about my daily activities, about events, or anything. It just feels too unimportant and irrelevant at such age to still be writing about those. I dont know why, but they used to get me excited whenever I share an entry or two about a "thing" or whatsoever. Not to mention when I was about to post loads and loads of pictures, god they used to thrill me, I swear. Thrilled by the idea that you guys would see it, thrilled by the thought that you guys actually cared about what's going on with my life. Which may not be true, at all. I mean let's face it, I'm no Britney nor Lindsay, so why shud you? Cos honestly, I may or may not be that interested in yours too. Now I wonder what's the thrill again if you could just simply remind me?
Well, that's just a part of growing up, I guess. We were all once too self-obsessed, self-important, self-absorbed, narcissistic, whatever you call it. And it's not like we're not any of those now, it's just that we are, but in an appropriate amount, dont you think? Yea, I think that's kind of the idea.
So from where I'm looking at it, it just all makes sense why I once used to have this sudden, yet unreasonable urge to post an entry about my day and what I had for dinner, to post pictures of unreasonably huge amount and to care and worry too much about what you guys would think. Silly, isn't it?
But well, that was just bound to happen. Part of the process, I call it. So, if you're still in that state of mind, I'd say.. embrace it, relish it, and let go of it. And in case you're wondering, the latest comes naturally. So dont sweat it.
I think I've finally come to terms with the fact that I no longer feel for writing. Not writing per se, more like writing about my daily activities, about events, or anything. It just feels too unimportant and irrelevant at such age to still be writing about those. I dont know why, but they used to get me excited whenever I share an entry or two about a "thing" or whatsoever. Not to mention when I was about to post loads and loads of pictures, god they used to thrill me, I swear. Thrilled by the idea that you guys would see it, thrilled by the thought that you guys actually cared about what's going on with my life. Which may not be true, at all. I mean let's face it, I'm no Britney nor Lindsay, so why shud you? Cos honestly, I may or may not be that interested in yours too. Now I wonder what's the thrill again if you could just simply remind me?
Well, that's just a part of growing up, I guess. We were all once too self-obsessed, self-important, self-absorbed, narcissistic, whatever you call it. And it's not like we're not any of those now, it's just that we are, but in an appropriate amount, dont you think? Yea, I think that's kind of the idea.
So from where I'm looking at it, it just all makes sense why I once used to have this sudden, yet unreasonable urge to post an entry about my day and what I had for dinner, to post pictures of unreasonably huge amount and to care and worry too much about what you guys would think. Silly, isn't it?
But well, that was just bound to happen. Part of the process, I call it. So, if you're still in that state of mind, I'd say.. embrace it, relish it, and let go of it. And in case you're wondering, the latest comes naturally. So dont sweat it.
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keep writing!!!
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