The art of loosening up.

I don't know when it started, but I've become a very serious person. I haven't been doing the things that I normally enjoy, like watching a good movie on a Saturday afternoon or watching Ellen on YouTube or blogging like this. You know.. simple stuffs. And it occurred to me that I havent been having my 'me time' in a very long time, even during my recent break before uni started. I got worried too much about ending it, I forgot to enjoy it. I don't like my current self. So uptight and nerdy.

I think it's time to focus on other things. And it's no longer education, anymore. I need to see more things, know new people, talk about different things, be inspired, watch more movies and TV shows, read the books that I like and not the ones that I'm supposed to, eat more differently, walk different pathways, think more creatively, live more lively and take life more lightly. It's time to explore. I need to find myself.  I need to build my characters.

My life is not like the movies. Yet.