S.O.S

I watched If Only yesterday, and I cried my eyes out. I watched the second season of Ugly Betty the day before, and I cried. I watched some soap opera called Cahaya or whatever an hour ago, and I cried. O-MY-GOD. Seriously, what is wrong with me?

Okay, crying over a movie like If Only is normal. What’s not normal is you watching and not crying. Well, crying over Ugly Betty when we know Santos dies is tolerable. But crying over two girls who were separated for like two days only and then met again, hugging and crying, completely no point at all, the so very typical Indo soap opera with the plot you can find in five other shows, is literally crazy! It’s crazy cos I cried just bcos I saw the girls crying and I didn’t even exactly know the story. And then after 1 minute , I realized what I was doing, and said to myself out loud, “Hami kui nia.. si la ane gau hau.” Which pretty much means, “What the hell, fuck, I’m so weepy.” I have no idea how it happened. Really.

Seriously, the soap operas these days really have no point at all, and they have the exact same plot in which people are so gonna get hit by a car every time they cross the street when suddenly everything goes in a very slow motion, and then BAM they have the amnesia. You can find at least one person who has the amnesia in each show. Some have two or even three in one show. Can u imagine? Like amnesia happens all the time. Whenever someone gets hit by a car, a truck, or even a bicycle, then we can make sure he will absolutely have the amnesia the moment he opens his eyes, even if he gets hit on his ass. =P

And to put a cherry on top of it, I cried over such thing despite my prejudiced, completely biased and bigoted mind against these soap operas. God.. I’ve lost track of myself. But that’s just the tip of the iceberg. What’s scary is that my mom, my pop, my grandma, my two maids Wenny n Ina get completely engrossed with these soap operas! They stay tuned on TV 24/7 and ignore everything around them between 7 to 11 pm, which is during Soleha, Cahaya, Aisyah and Kasih, to be specific. They don’t listen to others and live in a completely different world name Sinetron/soap opera.
And I think..
I think..
I think..
it’s kinda grown on me..
Help!
HELP!