upsidedown insideout

Well.. so I see the world is more deteriorated by the day. Quick question though.. Of what earthly use can the used condoms be? Think hard, you’ll never guess.

So I saw from the news today that some irresponsible people are making rubber ribbons out of the used condoms. What the hell! Just looking at it made me wanna throw up for real. Tons of used condoms were crammed in a van and it looked real ugly I don’t even know if they washed it. EW!!! There’s no box or bag, the condoms were just placed there in the open inside the van. It’s like a mountain of condoms staring at us in the face. Let’s say it again in unison.. EW!!! And imagine the diseases brought by this thing. If we use the ribbons, there’s a possibility of being infected by hepatitis or AIDS. Apparently the things were illegally imported by Germany to Jakarta and the documents were tampered with or some such. O well.. this kind of things just stir shit up.

Speaking of queer and its ilk, I feel like I happened to keep on reading weird things.. well if u care enough to know, u can read them here.. http://radityadika.com/page/2/ and here.. http://radityadika.com/ it's about chicken and rayfish.

Anyways, has it ever occurred to you that sometimes things can turn out quite manipulative? It’s like the coffee that I sip every morning where one morning it tastes real sweet, but sometimes it’s bitter the other morning. Or at times, which font style that I use even matters. There are times where I feel more encouraged to write when I use Arial, and not with Times New Roman, and feel least creative if it’s Comic Sans. It’s these trivial things that are not supposed to give such effect, but any how, they do. How on earth could I feel more creative just bcos it’s another font style, I don’t even know. I guess I just assume I am and that’s how manipulative it is. And just how bitter could the coffee be tomorrow morning whereas it’s very sweet today, when there’s the exact same 12 grams of sugar in each sachet of cappuccino that I usually have every day just because I have a slice of blueberry-cheesecake tomorrow but a salty hamburger this morning?
It’s amazing how our body reacts in different circumstances and how manipulative things are.

By the by, my left foot often hurts recently. I guess it’s bcos of the breezy weather and the sogaddamned traffic-jam here. For one, it’s really cold at night, and my feet feel like they’re almost numb and real pale every morning. Then again, the jam. Every time I’m stuck in a jam with my manual car, I have to step on the pedal for like a zillion times with my left foot, and eventually, it feels like a nerve between the big toe and the second toe of my foot is pulled and it feels really stiff whenever I lift my sole from the ground every time I walk. Help…

Well I guess I cant drive for a couple days. Stuck between home and work. Sometimes even just walking hurts a bit. Shoot!