Changing Direction

I read thru some blogs just now, mine and others’, and came to notice that mine has been somewhat gloomy and reeked of negativity these past several months. I wondered how it’s different from the way it used to be, the ideas, the wordings, the jokes and all. Though I couldn’t see quite clearly how positively I used to sound, but at least I once had a comment on my entry telling me how positive I was, and that’s just simply a news to me. So, exactly when did I start changing direction? Writing here is not as fun as it was, nor it is the regular “blog to the rescue” kinda stuff whenever something’s up, or when I’m happy or pissed enuf for me to wanna blog. Not even writing about certain notion. Bottom truth is, I don’t feel like writing anymore, or perhaps, not that much. Maybe bcos of the regular not-very-happening life I’m leading now, or maybe I’ve outgrown the blogging phase, tho I’m not so sure that is it. And one thing’s for sure, as far as I know, there’s just my sis who usually reads my entries, or sometimes jacq, which could be explained from the comments that I get from invariably sis and jacq, or sis, or jacq, or sis, or jacq. O well. So yea, tho it doesn’t really matter who reads them, but knowing that there’re more than 2 people in this whole world with its big fat population who read what you write is far more encouraging, rite? =P I mean, sometimes we need to be heard. Selfish, I know. But what the hell.

Anyway, today has been a positive day. I joined a teacher’s gathering at work, and listened to a quite well thought-out speech about life and things in general. All in all, it’s rejuvenating. And then I read my sis’ latest entry, talking about how things happen for reasons and being grateful. It’s just light and easy today.

Well, off I go now. My neck can no longer hold my heavy head. It’s been hurting since afternoon where I bent it for 4 hours straight, checking papers at work.
Cao. Zzz…