It stings when it's nobody's fault cause there's nothing to blame at the drop of your name, it's only the air you took and the breath you left.

Dunno why but I always like this line. Tho it sounds a little cliche and frankly, I don't quite understand, but it just sounds good. well, feel free to tell me if u guys see what it means, even just vaguely is alrite. I'm just curious. =P quoted from Split Screen Sadness by John Mayer.

Anyway, if there's any span-new news about me, it's most certainly the three new diamonds hanging on my tooth. TADA!!! I lost the previous one like 3 months ago, maybe I swallowed it, maybe I didn't, who knows.. So eventually I got myself these 3 blue, pink and white diamonds yesterday! wahoo!! Tho they shine perfectly, I think it's too much, considering my small tooth. How come when I saw my cousin's, it looked really nice but not mine.. hais.. So I kinda lost my confidence to even smile, cos I thought 1 diamond looked better with me. well.. the ship has sailed.. plus my friends said they look just fine, or if I'm not mistaken, hinted that they look good, which kinda boost up my confidence despite my mom's frank expression this morning while saying brutally, " it's like a silver tooth."

all in all.. I'm trying to live with it. trying to accept the fact, with less standing in front of the mirror and less imagining how better it will look with just 1 diamond.

I've got to live with it. *echoing 3 times* =P